Wednesday, October 19, 2005

What A Wonderful World

I see trees of green, red roses too.
I see them bloom for me and you,
And I think to myself, what a wonderful world.
I see skies of blue and clouds of white.
The bright blessed day, the dark say good night,
And I think to myself, what a wonderful world.


The colors of the rainbow, so pretty in the sky
Are also on the faces of people going by,
I see friends shaking hands, saying, "How do you do?"
They're really saying, "I love you."


I hear babies cry, I watch them grow,
They'll learn much more, than I'll ever know.
And I think to myself, what a wonderful world.
Yes, I think to myself, what a wonderful world.


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Yup yup, I'm not in a bitter mode today...and hopefully in the next succeeding days...c",) Right now, I am not feeling bad like how I seemed to be in my previous posts. I'm kinda positive today. I'm not sure what made me. Maybe, I just woke up at the right side of my bed (I'm still sleepy though). c",)

I hope I can carry on this attitude for so long...I pray that God will give me the strength and wisdom to make this feeling stay. c",)

Monday, October 10, 2005

Bitter?

I now have to move on…as in really move on…like what kitchie nadal wrote, “why am I the only one standing stranded on the same ground?”… Why do I allow myself to be stuck in this predicament? Why can’t I move on?

I really have to move on now that events have already proven to my face that I could not have certain things that I wanted and that included having you.

Monday, October 03, 2005

...the song...

I've been hearing this song more often lately and it's getting into me. The more I listen to it, the more I'm loving it. I first liked its melody and how it was sung, kinda soulful. But, as I get to digest the lyrics, I realized it could be my song. Why? Because I now found another reason why I'm still unattached/single. There are a couple of guys I think of whenever I hear this song. They're not necessarily romantically involved with me. Basta! Don't ask who they are! c",)

So, please allow me to be in a bitter mode for now with this song....

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Because of You - Kelly Clarkson

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I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
In the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid


Because of you
Because of you