jaded

Yes, I am now more jaded and skeptic than before. Especially when it comes to guys and romantic relationships.

Don't ask me why. Don't ask me how.

But, I am still hopeful. In a way...

mental block?

maybe....maybe not...

i could've written a lot already, but, i can only say: i have no time/i don't know how to express them in writing/blah-blah-blah....

yeah...mental block it is....